being hypocrite

What I hate the most in this world is about being cheated, or being sympathize. Because of my past, I've learn how to be independent, and being not too depends to people around me.

What worse about breaking up with your boyfriend, he contacted you back, and asked a lot about you. Asked how were you doing and when you refused to tell him, he..just pushed you until you tell him.

Then, when you told him about you were stress with your study and everything, he thought that the break-up was the factor that you were having those things. Then, he said he has canceled to get marry with his mother choice of prefect bride-to-be, and asked to continue back the relationship.

You know the relationship cannot be save, and there's no way in hell you can be with him, so you said no. He kept on pushing until you said, yes.

And imagine, few months later he told you that he's okay with his bride-to-be girl and he asked you what happen if he's going to marry with her. WTF????

If you want to get marry with any girl, don't ask your ex-girlfriend. If she said no, she doesn't like that girl, you won't listen anyway. You'll marry her anyway. So, what's the point of ask that question? and what the point of being together back if you choose to marry with some other girl? Just to show how gentle you are?? pfft.. It's not gentle at all.

Listen guys, or my ex-bf. Please...don't get back together with your ex-gf because you sympathize with her. Go back to her if you love her. It's a way too hypocrite you know. ugghh.